Wednesday, August 19, 2009

August 19th - Telling the families, feeling icky, and the dr.

So in the past couple of weeks we've let our parents and siblings know, while swearing them to secrecy. They were all of course very excited and had lots of questions. My mom, for one, screamed so loud when we told her that Baxter hid under the bed for the rest of the night. I wore a shirt with the two pink lines and it said "Guess What?" She saw it and FREAKED out!!! It was quite humerous. Last week was our vacation at Lake Summerset and I felt yucky about half the time. I felt so bad that I wasn't myself but it was still so wonderful to be with my family for a whole week.

Not feeling so hot in general these days. I've been eating a little more and today, for the first time since I found out I was pregnant, I feel like a fatty. I just unbuttoned my pants because I was just uncomfortable today. I've only gained 2-3 pounds but I just feel different. . . And not in a good way. Although the doc would say these are all good things so I guess I should take that into account.

We had our first doctor's appointment last night and it was anticlimactic. She did a pelvic exam and talked to us for a while but they were short a nurse so I will have to go back for my ultrasound :( Going back next Tuesday. Seriously the suspense is killing me! I just want to see my baby and see it's heart beat up on that screen! It will bring me such peace of mind. I also am just so ready to tell EVERYONE! I am no good at secrets. All of these things are seriously keeping me up at night. I am not sleeping, I'm tossing and turning. Last week I woke up at 4am (work poor Mike up too) and made a PB&J sandwich! I feel so weird all the time and right now, reading back over this blog, nobody should talk to me today.

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